Hey Claire, I'll echo GB, don't push yourself right now. Do some quiet things that make you happy. Do things introverts like, book clubs, quiet coffee dates, small classes in things that interest you.
About NYE, your D is 3. Plan some 3yr old fun activities for the holiday, things you might not normally do. 3yos don't have to go anywhere to have fun, they ARE fun.
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I should never have married him. I had doubts from the very beginning, but I didn't think I could do any better. I thought I was just so lucky that someone wanted to marry me. Is that the saddest thing you ever read?
No, it's the building block for the rest of your life.
Figure you out, the rest will take care of itself.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss