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So sorry to hear you had a bad day. Guess I was posting when you were posting.
They are not all good days. They don't call it a rollercoaster for nothing. Your W sounds confused. She is telling you she's trying to figure out her life. At least she understands she needs to do that. But as much as you (as we all) want that to happen right no, you can't make it happen on your schedule. None of us can... we have to let go of trying to think we can.

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My trigger had been pulled and my PMA drops big time. I'm again feeling like crap, especially since it is a different guy now. It just feels like I went through all this for nothing and I'm back where I started.
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Could be a friend. Could be several explanations. Just don't make assumptions because that plummets your PMA and maybe for no good reason (and certainly not to any good end). You don't *know* what's going on here.
wonder