I can relate to much of what you say. I'm a bit of a loner and try to branch out a bit socially. It is a stretch for me often as well.
If you were close, I would totally invite you to hang out with me and my bf for NYE. We will act silly while our kids play, talk about uncomfortable subjects and make inappropriate comments to each other because we have a crazy sense of humor. All while her husband walks around, shakes his head and laughs.
Please don't put too much pressure on yourself-particularly regarding holidays. We make a *big* deal about stuff (IMHO ) about stuff and it overall increase anxiety unnecessarily.
Hang in there:-)
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3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer