And I must have been posting at the same time as your second post Job- thank you so much for the support. I'm trying not to take it personally and cognitively I understand that but I'm just emotionally exhausted. I'll try to take good care of myself and regroup.

If he's feeling guilty- that actually makes me feel better than thinking he doesn't care at all. And again, cognitively I know better but I'm just hurt.

That IRS hearing behind me will be a relief!!

And as for decorating the tree- I'm hanging the ornaments with the kids now. I actually enjoy this- just needed to regroup. Luckily I had already done lights and tinsel before I left!!

Thanks again for the support Job- it really means a lot.

Me 41 H 40
M 20 T 23
S 19,16, 8 D 13
BD1 dec 2012 not sure going to work
BD2 sep 2013 seeking a D
Filed oct 2013, D Feb 2015
Life is about daring greatly, about being in the arena- Brene Brown