You are not weak! This is part of your cycle, a phase, I recollect that I went to the ocean alone, sat in a cafe and cried. We need the release in order to get ourselves back again. A cycle of negativity washes us with grief for the loss we are suffering. But it passes, it's private
There is a wonderful post by 25 in response to MCS about exposure, it's on rzrback's thread today. Please read it, it is amazing wisdom, especially if you can't face the DR book in full.
Please take care of yourself, at this stage you need all your strength for you. Please go GAL, and let us know what you decide to do, tell us about the GAL in your life.
It is hard to do but it is one way forward. Take care Vanilla
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
