I inadvertently talked to H today. On the phone. And he didn't lose his [censored]. Score one for the LBS.
. Was contemplating going dark for awhile prior to conversation. And then I get: "Please don't stop checking up on me. It's nice and I appreciate it. And your text about glitter and working with a pole seriously made me laugh."
And then I get "I'm going to try and force myself to make an effort to check in with you more and let you know how things are."
...........ok. Really could do without the second part. But now what? You don't want to work on anything but yourself, and not our relationship but you want me to keep checking in on you? This pisses me off. But at the same time, I guess I should consider it progress. Maybe? Whatever.
I feel like I'm being played. Or friend zoned. And I feel like an [censored] for saying that about someone with depression. But that's how I feel. I plan on rereading DR tomorrow, especially depressed spouses part. And regroup.
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And for those of you keeping score at home......we are at the end of day four of the Christmas tree standoff. Gotta find humor somewhere.
---- Ss, TLE, Pink - thanks for the check ins - I'm responding tomorrow.
M:32,H 32 T:10, M5 BD/H Move Out: 9/2014 - extreme anger H Mental Illness Diagnosis: 4/15 Served D Papers: 10/15 Divorced: 11/15
