It's nice to be able to admit to breaking down and crying. There's still a part of me that tells me a man shouldn't.
I totally get the Christmas tree and trailer being triggers. This morning when I was getting blubbery driving back from Tae Kwon Do, songs by KISS and AC/DC came on the radio. Those CDs were always in my wife's car b/c my kids loved listening to them (and we listened to them a lot b/c they were better than the usual junk on the radio). When they came on the radio today, i actually laughed and thought, "You've got to be kidding me!".
Me: 39 W: 46 D: 7.5 S: 5 SD: 16 SS: 12 T: 2 (06/2012) M: 2 (12/2012) Separation 09/2014. No talks of D yet. No communication since 10/3/2014