New, looking for help. WAW won't communicate.

[Calibri]

Being NC is hard. Especially when you're working on yourself and discovering new things AND wanting to work on your marriage. It can be a very lonely process.

You and I are on the same timeline and I can tell you that I am still having emotional upheavals. It usually has t do with experiencing a "first" without my H or having a realization or thinking back to where my R was in the past. Hell, I've cried this week over a Christmas tree, sitting in a box. I think it's mocking me (not really, but it reminds me that my H isn't here. And our traditions and how I vowed I would never have a fake tree.....and just typing this makes me tears eyed).

Add in to your sitch the holidays, your anniversary month, missing your SS, selling your house - it's ALOT. Take it day by day, that's all you can do. And listen to 25 - she's got a lot of wisdom and you're lucky that she's sharing it with you.

Keep sharing, if nothing else, as a way to vent.