My waking nightmare

[Lorelai]

Journaling a little: I got great sleep last night and woke up totally refreshed and feeling much better physically. Kids are watching the grinch and I'm having coffee. In a little while we're going to walk down to our local greasy spoon with the double stroller and have brunch/lunch.
I feel very optimistic right now. Just a few days ago I couldn't stop crying so this is a big change. Every time I think about my H though and how it seems like he's ignoring me/us, I feel down, but I'm trying to just push those thoughts out of my mind. H was supposed to come over today to see the kids but I made plans with friends to go to the city tomorrow for dinner, so he's coming tomorrow instead. I used to go to the city a lot before I was married and even lived there at one point when I was single, so I'm excited to go and reconnect with some of the things I used to enjoy. I think I'm probably a city girl at heart.