I'm just going to focus on trying to hurt less each day than the one before it and see where I end up.
Went out with a girl pal after work for dinner and some Christmast light viewing. Oddly, one of BF's oldest friends whom I "got in the divorce". LOL. She doesn't pick sides but is one of the few honest, moral, "do the right thing" human beings left in the world. Her advice and friendship has been invaluable to me. Plus, BF is dodging her because he knows if he exposes his new life to her she'll tell it like it is and tell him that she's disappointed in how he handled things with me. He doesn't like being called on his chit.
At any rate, I'm exhausted. I cried so much at IC today that my eyes are stil bloodshot hours later. I need sleep. Night.
ME: 38 BF: 40 T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice) BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R. 10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW 12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies
