Thanks for commenting, rd500. I don't feel brave. I feel broken down, hurt, betrayed and emotionally wrecked. LOL

I will always love him. Sad but true. I also know me well enough to know that if at any point in our lives going forward he was interested in an R again, I'd make him crawl but I'd take him back.

Life is hard. Life is so, so, so hard.

ME: 38
BF: 40
T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice)
BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R.
10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW
12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies