Ha, I like Foreigner, I just never thought that song would apply to me so much. Thanks for the laugh.
WAW called me at home all anxious about her doctors appointment I mentioned to her and don't forget to call me to tell me about it. I didn't feel like talking to her so I didn't call back until 11:30p and just said we had company over and they just left, sorry for the late call.
Her cell phone rang like it had been kept on intentionally. She "usually" turns it off like she explained in detail the other day and just checks messages. She did call early in the evening. I wonder if she did want to talk or come over last night after being so cold earlier that day. Hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I'm detaching a little more each day, but still really tough. I don't know if I'll ever be "detached" and I know she is not and will not be (she cries too much). I still want this to work, but I'm through putting my heart on the line. I'm working on a "validation letter" to give her following up on our last conversation. Validating her statements of why she doesn't want to try again and how she is fearful that if she does it might not work. What do you guys think about that?
