rppfl, I went to the activities I used to do before I got M. I am a fitness fanatic. I am an active member of my local track club. I run races around my area. I am into crossfit as well. I volunteered as TA at the local university as away to get back into grad school. I love my job, so I am on my way to earn more certifications. Every free time I have left, I spend with the kids. I still do the live shows and concerts when they are in town, but I don't really do the night life scene. Keeps me out of trouble. I do the stuff I enjoy doing. working out, reading and pursuing higher education. I still have some work to do. But, I am feel like my better self. I have not been this mentally and physically fit for a long time. I am not 100% yet. However, the void inside of me is widening everyday. If we didn't have a S we shared, the separation would be a lot easier to handle. I would just accept the fact she does not want me and move on in due time. The fact that our sons asks me when am I coming home and tells me I want you to come home or says I want to live with you makes it harder. I see the pain in them. The oldest cries at night. Its sad but its my reality now.
Last edited by hjoseph; 12/05/1404:03 PM.
Me:28 W:24 M:4 years S5, SS5, S2 Separated: 07/01/14 Asked for D 1/09/15
