I just have time for a quick post, but you are doing great! I know the feeling that time is running out but try not to think that. You have no idea or control over what W will do.
Keep up your attitude that you can and will make yourself happy. This will take you far and will take a lot of pressure off of W (even if it is unconscious).
Also, my H kept saying that he wanted D and that we would just be good friends all through the Dbing process. He never stopped saying and reminding me of it until shortly after the "miracle" reconciliation. Don't listen and try not to analyze what she says. It won't make any sense. Just take it day by day.
My buddies here on the MB kept reminding me, each step of the way, to look back and remember where I started. Look at your progression from the beginning. Things have changed. There are many positive steps forward.
Christine
I am the master of creating positive energy and love in my own environment. I am the source of love in my life. It starts with me! This energy radiates from me! It gives me strength, courage, wisdom and grace!
