A New Day

[Lifes Twists]

Do you believe in divine intervention?

Either I am going crazy or I am believing. You may ask why?

Last night I had a strong, almost over whelming, urge to go out and get my mail. Its cold out and I could have just as easily left it till today, but no I have to go get it. It kept nagging at me all evening, so at 9PM I put on my shoes, jacket and trudge out to get the mail. When I get in I start to go through it and there is a letter addressed to me and my wife from the bank that holds the loan on her car. What is weird is she had the address changed so that they went to her apartment. I have not seen one here in two years. Since it is addressed to both of us I open it up. She is several month behind on her payment. So I ponder this for few minutes and then text her to ask if she is ok financially because of this letter. She admits she is having some issues. We then proceed to have the longest set of text messages we have had in a long time. I asked her if she needed some help. She replied that she knew I am not working. I told her I would see what I can do to help because I know that finacial issues were one of her biggest triggers to going into a depressive period. I go to bed. I wake up this morning and the letter has disappeared. I have searched high and low for it, but it is gone. My older two girls were not home last night and would not have seen it or taken it. I don't believe my younger one would have either. I actually looked at my phone to verify we had the convoe via text messages last night to make sure I did not dream this whole thing up.

I think back on certain events of this past year. When she first tried suicide, her second time, and now. I do think that someone is watching out for her. They are putting things in place to help her in some way. I really have no other explanation.