Thank you for your response okjpc! I'm planning on reading the book, and I've been relying on my faith. I just think I'm psychologically setting myself up for failure. The guilt of knowing what I "should've done" is overwhelming. Being the LBS surely is tough. I was so glad to have found this site bc I'm over the "pity party" stage and ready to move forward, but I'm afraid that thinking that is a sign of my doubting God and his ability to resurrect my M.
I can go on for days, but I really just want to listen and receive good, unbiased, honest guidance.
