How to start rebuilding? - 2

[Hoju]

Well another shot to the heart today. Got an email from W the other day about how I would like to recieve the revised separation agreement, she could mail or have her sister delivery it at our weekly soccer game. I just said what ever was easier for her.

Today I get the painful response that she will mail it because she is out of town and wants to make sure I get it soon. Of course this sends me into a nose dive, why is she out of town? How long is she out of town that she has to send mail?! I assume she is with OM (probably visiting his family for christmas), someone would have told me or I would have seen on facebook if she was just taking a vacation. I know it's mind reading and I can't change it so I'm posting, that's what these boards are for right?