Shining ... you do realize you have survived worse already right? Look at you ... its like a tornado wen by and you are standing all above the ruble with amazing hair and a kick-ass perspective.
You have this .. and its healthy to be angry, in fact I think sometimes we all get so into the sitch we forget to just say F this for a minute and work on ourselves. Its easy to put all that energy into our family, marriage and then realize we need to find some more to put into ourselves .. as uR and Eric stated .. use this anger filled energy and move forward ... know its healthy .. own it!
