Yeah the Holidays are brutal... amazing how we think we are doing as well as one could given the circumstances then you see/hear a Holiday _____________ and Whammo time warp into a happly place and its like it mocks you with a neener neener neener and you just want to curl up into a ball and wait for Hurricane Holiday to pass over your house. I decided to board up my windows and toss out my middle finger banner and just go about my business making fun memories with S ... its all we can really do.
As far as the Anniversary ... its an awkward moment at best. All I did was during our hostage exchange smiled .. she looked at the ground .. I said "For what its worth happy Anniversary" more just to show I did remember the day ... sure I was 2 days off ... damn my memory ... in my defense I always looke at the invitation we had hanging in the hallway .. well she took that down and packed it up when she left so I had no way of knowing .. 17th or 19th .. just could not recall .... I can laugh about it now ... even if I am the only one who finds the humor in it.
As far as what you should do ... what would the strongest coolest chick you know do ? Do that. Be her. You got this.
