FunDad,

Id appreciate your two cents on the article. I verbally apologized for being neglectful, and verbally apologized for giving my affections to another, to which my H responded that I was disingenuous. I then wrote a heart felt letter that I read to him apologizing for the emotional pain I caused expressing my foolishness, to which I got no response.

In the current SIT, I feel he is holding onto the pain purposefully. How do I forgive myself without his forgiveness? Does that make any sense?


Me: 38 H: 41
M:13+y
SS: 20 & 15 S: 12, 8, 2m
My EA 02/01/14 -ended
Bomb:08/20/2014
His EA confirmed 08/24/14 -ongoing
In God's hands