Thanks Karen and Renew for the support. I'm going to answer your posts in a little bit after I calm down.
I just need a place to vent right now. I feel so violated. Probably a good thing I cancelled my get together with W. I called her to tell her I wasn't going to be able to make it tonight because of plans I forgot about.
She was in a meeting and called me back. I haven't seen her in two weeks but we've been talking on the phone every couple of days for short periods, 5 to 10 minutes. All that I'm allowed.
She was pleasant and upbeat and so was I. She said she was really busy and could only talk for a minute, so NO PRESSURE right? I told her I was going to need to reschedule because of a photography class and she said FUN.
I asked if it would be alright if I could have our dog for this weekend, it would really mean a lot to me. She said no, I already have her going somewhere so it wouldn't be alright. I just said ok.
Right now I don't know whether to be sad or pissed off. She is going away for the weekend with OM while her business is floundering and I am trying to do everything I can to help her and her business and I can't even see our dog. I'm so tired of this one way BS.
I'm really trying not get bitter and resentful but thats all I can feel right now. Just hurt and pissed. I know its only a dog and not a child, but what does she have to lose by letting me have her?
