My H and I have been married 1 1/2 years. We separated September after he got "tired of my disrespect." I did say ugly things out of anger. I've threatened D a number of times. I would get upset at his lies about finances and him being irresponsible. I took advantage of his kindness in the beginning and he gradually quit spending time with me and quit speaking with me. The harder I tried to fix us the further he withdrew. My H was gone for 1 month in Sept. He came back in October and moved into the guest bedroom. He got annoyed with my "nagging" him ab wearing his ring and asking him to spend time with me. He left in November bc he didn't trust me and thought I was cheating on him, with a woman, a friend of mine! I've moved in with a gay male about two week ago. My H changed his number and I found out that he sent a woman flowers. I've paid his cell phone for 2 months bc he "didn't have the money." I checked the phone bill and he's been calling and having convos for hours with this woman. I turned his phone off and he dropped me from the auto insurance. I had to go into the apt to get the last of my things and he left me VMs telling me not to come there anymore. We haven't spoken in 2 weeks. I've been really down. I STILL WANT HIM BACK! Am I a fool?? W-27 H-32 No children M-5/13