Quote: I'm supposed to meet with her tonight before she leaves for the weekend out of town. I didn't ask who she was going with. Its kinda driving me crazy to think who she could be going with. I think I'm going to reschedule, my mind is swimming with so many thoughts right now. I want to be in a good place when I talk with her next. I care a lot for her, but I need to take care of myself first and get centered.
This may be a missed opportunity for good DBing, but if you're not comfortable with where you are right now and how you will respond tonight--then I think rescheduling and getting yourself centered first is the best route.