Oh, hormones (PMS)! You are such a kick to the face. I wish I knew how to quit you. Boo hoo. :P

A little weepy today but it's mostly because I keep thinking about OW. I also keep creeping on her husband's FB page; he mentioned BF by name and called him a "piece of trash" for "stealing his [husband's] family".

I need to keep my thoughts in my own sandbox and stop creeping on that man's FB page. I blocked OW's page so I wouldn't be tempted to peep, I need to do the same here.

Also, I REALLY want to show OW the texts BF was sending me yesterday -- which are so inappropriate if you're trying to establish a new relationship with someone else. But I will not, because it's not my sandbox. NOT MY SANDBOX.

STOP IT LITTLE. STOOOOOOP IIIIIT.

I also know I need to go dark and stay dark and stop responding to BF's texts. I know this. I know it. SO STOP DOING IT, LITTLE. JUST STOP.

Not feeling kind to myself today.

ME: 38
BF: 40
T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice)
BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R.
10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW
12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies