Shining, everything you wrote about your internal dialog, I can so relate to. I’ve been going through the stages of acceptance, then anger, then indifference, than anger again… for 2 ½ years. And I came from another country, not the state... with my son... hoping that I could provide a good, stable family for him. And now H is gone from my son’s life. So is his biological father. So, I understand very well what you feel.
To kml’s point about the brain problems… This is what my BIL (my sister’s H) thinks about my H, that he is not in MLC, but having some kind of brain problem.
Shining, let me know what GAL activities you come up with. I need some inspiration too .
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state
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