Thats the hardest part..isnt it? The believing him part.
It's like someone changed all the rules you knew by heart and that isnt fair, right?
You know, when you think about all that you wrote...it kind of solidifies that MLC is real, ya know?
Because you werent wrong for believing him. You did because of who he was. He really was that person.
Then he broke. He broke because of all his stuff. He had no idea that was going to happen.
So when he was that man and you believed in him...he believed in it, too.
Doesnt mean you still cant be mad about the situation because you can.
But I found that after I realized that being angry was not going to change it, and that my xh didnt care if I was angry and that it was changing me....I was able to let it go.
I know you know that its a process. You are exactly where you are supposed to be in this.
This is another layer, S. Another thing you have to think through.
