Gg, that is so true. We have come a long way, haven't we?? Inch by inch is right. We don't see the changes daily, but over time it finally shows.
uR, I'm not sure what is happening, but it feels like there is some bubbling under the surface....anger brewing or something. It's dark.
Here's the internal dialog: (old and familiar)
I deserve so much better than this. How could he? What the f is wrong with him? And how can he do this to the kids? We left everyone and everything we knew in another state. Now my kids are deeply rooted here, and he just changed his mind about M? Leaving me out here away from all I knew, and now with no family or old friends nearby.
I'm mad because we had everything. I'm mad I can't just walk away without feeling bad for him. I'm mad because he promised to care for my heart and love me forever.
Most of all.....
I'm mad because I believed him.
The BMW punching bag.... Just give me the license plate.... I'm so there.
