I am very happy for you. You've come a long way and your life is unfolding in ways that you never expected. Thanksgiving sounded awesome!
Keep up the good work! I can't wait to hear what happens over the holidays coming up!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.