"Happiness does not depend on what you have or who you are. It solely relies on what you THINK."
Thanks Matt. Yes, sadly, it's still all about him. He was here last night, sort of proving how responsible he is, I guess.
Yet he left things undone that he should have done because he was "tired", it was "raining"... He will not be here tonight and sue me for thinking that he should have done his normal chores so I would not have to do double tonight to cover for him.
For example, he normally carries the bales of hay down to the animals' stalls because I have difficulty doing that with my back, etc.
Well, today I find there is NO hay down there, he didn't refill the water pails, feed bins. I don't even know why he came, to tell you the truth.
What I got was excuses, and him dumping on me.
This is the same guy who would have bent over backwards to help me in the past.
I had a tough time not calling him up this morning and giving him a piece of my mind. I didn't do it, but I had a long argument with myself over it!
So selfish? Now, it appears so.
And Matt, it's kind for you to say I will have the life I choose. I agree. I am happy now, in so many ways, and I think things will get even better, with or without H.
