I was thinking about it and realized something. I was feeling good about our conversation, so I projected my wants on to the situation rather than just observing it and accepting it as it was. I was surprised about her offering to get the laptop for me for x-mas and so I felt good about things and pushed that feeling too far into an action that I hadn't needed to (and shouldn't have). Live and learn I guess.
Hey, this is NOT a linear process. Sometimes I made leaps and other times I backslid big time. Hang in there, it DOES improve....eventually.
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
