Labug, I know you're right. I'm exhausted from this battle and it hasn't really started yet.
I'm feeling warn out lately. I'm just go-go-go all the time these days and I don't have one single second for me. I wish someone were around to take care of me, to look after me. I feel like I look after others all day and I sure could use a good hug, someone to listen, help, give.
I think it's pretty obvious my love language is acts of service and man, I could use help.
D is a huge handful and the trouble she causes is really taking it's toll on me. I wish I just took it all in stride but I don't. I don't work until late tomorrow so I'm making some phone calls so I can feel productive in this department. I'm at the end of my rope with this and I need guidance and help from a professional. Not just someone I pay $200/hr to who sits across from me nodding and saying, "yes, it must be hard". I need answers!!!!
My house is a wreck and it makes me out of sorts; I've barely had a minute to eat a meal let alone meditate.
I need some time off from doing and being and thinking 24/7. I'm exhausted.
