The Black Knight Lost in the End

[LoisB]

We all know that first impressions can pigeonhole you. I was hired as a star and I intend on regaining that status.

I can't say for sure that I have it in me to achieve this AND rock out a D...especially when I will have to drive back to Ohio, deal with my mother...who gave me one he!! of a zinger yesterday...dealing with Smokey, dealing with Smokey's atty, Smokey's parents, etc...

Yet again, I feel as if Smokey is distracting me from MY LIFE. I, finally, have a life and he is sucking it out of me.

I watched Wishing go through he!! for months and months and months. I see Smokey, if given the momentum and chance to do the same. He certainly picked an atty willing to go that route.

If it was just a Dec. 15 hearing I had to survive, that's one thing...but, this could go on and on and on. Smokey is on a roll right now. His parents are threatened and scared and they...my FIL remember is the former Domestic Relations Judge in our county...he chose this atty. If MIL is threatened enough, and feels cornered like Smokey, she will help fund his insanity forever. They will beg, borrow and steal to make their point.