Stacey9 I know how you feel. It's hard and it hurts. I too still want my H to come back and to change his mind but I have also learned that I need to let it be. If we are meant to be we will be. Maybe this is your time to figure out who you are and what you really want out of life.
I sometimes think maybe I am just used to him. I too have been with my H half of my life. Give it some time. Maybe in time we will both grow and realize that this relationship wasn't the right one for us. I think we both need to let go and work on ourselves. Maybe they will like what they see.
Now I know it's easier said than done but just know I am right here on this journey with you. We all are and there is a plan for us. We just don't know what it is yet but it will be great.
M12 Kids 2 ILYBINILWY 08/05 Reconciled 05/06 S07/12 Moved back 03/13 Separated Again 06/24/13 Back Again (his choice) 02/14 Leaving again 03/23/14 DIVORCED 02/15