I feel like he still loves me. Crazy right? He is doing everything to make this easy on me. He has given me everything I asked for in the D. He says he wants to remain friends and he is always there for me. I'm sure it's out of guilt but I interpret it as him loving me. I know if he loved me he would have stayed but I think he was lost and couldn't handle the pressure and the fighting. I think he needs to find himself and that was a big part of our problem.
I just don't know how to stop thinking that he still loves me when his actions clearly tell me otherwise. I just can't disconnect from the relationship. I feel like he is a member of my family and I am loyal to him. I hope in time that changes.
M12 Kids 2 ILYBINILWY 08/05 Reconciled 05/06 S07/12 Moved back 03/13 Separated Again 06/24/13 Back Again (his choice) 02/14 Leaving again 03/23/14 DIVORCED 02/15
