We are moving up to 14 pages next week. My paper is beginning to grow.
When I'm stressed, I make mistakes. It's who I am. I need calm. It's too much.
Seeing him will stress me. All of this stresses me.
It's not that I'm not tough, it's just that I'm choosing my battles.
I KNOW I am unable to do all this and DO IT WELL. And, there's really no point in doing it at all...meaning the divorce...if I'm just going to get pummeled again and have to recover.
I knew it when my atty asked for the $3800 before we left. Everything inside me screamed, "Don't do it. It's not worth it."
Just get the temp support.
I took 5 Prozac today. FIVE. And drank coffee throughout to keep going.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
