Vertex you just described my past behaviors ro a T. Even the resentments. You can do this. You will have unlearn those maladaptive behaviors. It takes time
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”