Right now, I can't have a "regular" job because my "job" is being here and taking care of the home/animals/property. I can't be gone more than a few hours at a time.
This is what keeps you stuck and H knows this. Is this the life you want? Chained to that Charlotte Web's farm for an eternity? You do matter. Very. Very. Much.So.
No one else is looking out for #1. You are the only person who can look out for yourself. My worry is that you will wait and wait. By then, it may be too late.
I know we all have to ride out the MLC chit. At what cost?? That is the beauty of having that choice as the LBS. We can either decide to pull the plug or stay put.
If I were in your shoes, I'd pull the plug and buy myself a nice little condo with a low HOA fees (or a small cottage). Then dance up a storm at the Dance Hall and know that I will come home to a nice, decent condo/cottage.
