You have to make yourself stop the snooping. Put a rubber band on your wrist and each time you are tempted to snoop, snap that rubber band. The sting will give you something else to think about.
BTW, the urge to snoop in the early days is very normal. You are seeking answers and you think the only way to find them is to snoop. Snooping sometimes is good, but there are other times when you will wish you hadn't done it.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
