Mozza, I really feel for you man. Sounds like you're going through a lot of same things I am (especially in regards to waking up with a racing heart). Your positivity and great attitude is really inspiring to me. I'm sure you've seen this before, but you should only worry about the things you can control! It sounds like you've been doing a great job in that regard. You also sound like an awesome dad!
Rooting for you! - lonelyship
Me 23, Her 21 1S 2 M <1yr, T 7 WAW: She moved out 11/15/2014 She started D process 1/29/15