annette, I had an extreme amount of resentment for my spouse. It got to the point where i coudn't be around her without being angry. I could go to work and have a real good day but by the time i got into the house i was having a lousy day and felt angry.
All that is gone right now. It all disappeared after we had a big talk and i said i was not going to try and save this marriage and that i was prepared to move on. Somehow that got out everything i had to say and my anger and resentment washed away.
We have been living as roomates in separate bedrooms, i have not felt the need over the past week to get away to my apartment and being at the house is more convenient for me.
Interestingly enough, my incredible need for sex and love that i had been feeling has slacked off a bit, giving me time to see how things should go instead of having me running around chasing tail.
