3 months after BD, the roller coaster ride hurts

[devotee]

I'm doing ok. Still on the roller coaster because we've had a week of really good days. The difference is as soon as he starts pulling away again I can manage my emotions and let him do what he needs to. I focus on not trying to control him. I'm working on myself and enjoying when we get along. But I also have to be realistic and not stick my head in the mud. If he's not making progress and working on himself, I don't want to be held in limbo forever. It's been 6 months since the BD so I know I'm still early on compared to most people here.