Shakspr #5: I fear and hope, I burn and freeze

[Shakspr]

Hello, all. Had a great week with family and am now traveling for work. GAL is now ski trip planning.

Bravo, the only thaw I have seen is that she is considering attending the children's Christmas program at the church we were members of together. Otherwise, she is enjoying me taking most of the time with children now while she takes extended weekends out of town - I know not where, but I have a pretty good guess.

I have asked the members of the church to pray that she comes and that they just love on her if she does. She is taking them to practice there today and tomorrow while I am gone.

I still feel lost and without purpose when I don't have the kids. She remains at the forefront of my mind when I am not actively engaged at work or on some sort of project. The intensity is down some.

So, per plan, I am checking out Divorce Care for after the New Year and trying to decide which of the recommended books to read next. Gotta keep working on me. ESPECIALLY when I do not want to.