Well, apparently H is taking a bus tomorrow. It is sort of a relief, because it means he will be going directly to the airport. But why do I feel very sad again? I think I’m feeling that this might be the last pull away from me on H's part, and this time I have to accept that he is gone forever. He is clearly avoiding me this time.

Last edited by BrightFuture; 12/02/14 03:22 AM.
M:50
H:52
S28 (my S from previous marriage)
M:17 + 3
BD: 06/12
S: 06/12 - H works in another state