This is all very new to you and by seeking advice you are showing enormous maturity. Improving yourself is ultimately the most important thing you can do for yourself and your child.
There is plenty of time and space, more than you think. Allow this to yourself and your son. Self improvement is a lifelong objective and not just about physicality but spirit too. Age has no bearing on this as I wish that I had discovered this early.
W will notice your changes, but do this for you.
The generous members of this board invest in themselves and offer advice and support to each other. They will spend time investing in you (not W). DB will be for life.
Happy days Vanilla
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
