I just passed the 2 year mark, of my WAW leaving. That first year was almost unbearable. Even today, I still have so many thoughts and memories that haunt me.....But it gets easier, and it get better. I know you have heard that a million times, but it's true. Every day that goes by, the hurt will dull a little more. Will it ever go away completely" Probably not. Life will continue to improve though and you will start to build new memories and connections. To help speed this along, you really DO need to focus on that GAL. It will be your saving grace. I know it's hard to get out there and start over. I still struggle with it, but if you force it, your life will begin to come into focus. Whatever you do, don't go stagnant. You and I are the same age, and we don't want to waste another minute on working towards happiness. You have the skills and the knowledge you need. Now all you have to do is get started. Go out and do something NEW, today. You got this!
