Whew! Thanks guys. Yes, AJ... I need to make sure I give myself some sufficient alone time. I can't lose that. I need to stay focused and not get off track. I was on the right path, and I don't want to falter.

HWW was still blowing up xh's phone today. I know one thing is that she said he $hit on her son by not coming over last night.? She is so clueless. Why does he owe her son anything. And why would he leave his kids for hers. And if that is $hitting on her son, what do you call what she did to his kids?! She is amazing. I have never heard of such a thing. Never in my life have I come across someone so self absorbed. Ever.

I didn't realize she kept texting him. He just informed me he was going over there. He said she has accepted it and needs closure and they need to figure out what do do w house.

I have that everyone runs to her. She is a master manipulator to get what she wants.

I'm glad he was honest. I am uncomfortable. This is very difficult, especially because of how she is. Pity party for one. Ugh. I want to go and give her a reality check, but that would do no good.

He said he just needs to do this. If it's a set up he will leave. But he just wants the craziness to end. He said it has been a year of chaos for him, for me, and for the kids, and he just wants it to end so he can focus on the kids.

I wonder how long this will be. I am cooking now & doing things, but I have a put in my stomach. But, at least I'm in a safe place, not really having to deal w the drama.

Oh yeah, I asked xh if HWW was talking a lot of crap about the counselor from hs. He said oh yeah. I laughed and said that it was funny that she is still angry about her hs bf getting a bj yrs ago, but she can't figure out why I'm "still angry" bc it's been so long. OMG she may be the dumbest human on earth.

Ok, deep breaths, prayers, and dinner. Stay focused!!