Yours was the first thread I read that I really felt attuned to.
Are you sure there is no A of any kind? Really really sure? w has changed there is a trigger somewhere.
You can not have your old W back, that is past. Just as you are a new RD.
I absolutely admire your family values RD, but new W is going to be new W, her choice. You have no control over: old W, new W, W as she will be.
Your bond with your kids was remarkable and shining, keep that star in your heart. It is your strength and challenge whilst W is doing crazy W changing.
We need to hear from you, as you have such positivity in your world. Hope
Vanilla
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW