Really too late....

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Took some time to myself today. Talked to my sister for awhile, she is getting angry with H and his selfishness and immaturity. I think because I was angry and upset too so she probably follows my emotions somewhat to support me. She understands what my goal is and why I'm doing what I'm doing. She also understands that if it continues I'm going to get to a point where I'm done.

I tried to make plans with friends today to no avail. I knew I had to do something so I got ready (make-up and hair) and went out. He noticed but neither of us said anything, I was vague with D13, just said I was going out and about.

I didn't really have anything to do or money to spend so I ended up just going to the bookstore, read through some of DR and snooped around a little. Took the long way home and swung thru the Starbucks drive-thru and listened to a podcast on the way.

We are still getting along, talking and laughing. We were talking about his brother and his situation. He made the comment about when we go see them or they come here how his wife will complain about moving back to the states. Sounds like future talk....another reason I need to detach. He is all over the map and I don't think he has any idea.