Shining, what incredible kids you have. Im not surprised..look at their mom.
I hope you know what a gift it is for you to be able to say you hwould do it all the same.
So, my friend, I thought that I would let the holiday pass before I started to remind you about you wanting to get yourself a plan...yea, I know, darn UR, doesnt forget a thing. LOL!
S, I always tell you that you dont have to decide anything today. I know that you are missing being married a lot and missing all that goes with that. It's hard.
I tried not to get too far ahead of myself. Not that I didnt wonder about the future from time to time, because I did. But, I worked at not worrying about when or if I was not going to stand or when I was going to date if I stopped.
I just tried to live each day and do the work. I kind of let it all unfold the way it was meant to. I found that when I started to worry about it all, it set me back some.
You have a lot of stuff coming up. Your boy coming home, your other son leaving, the first holidays apart from your h.
Im thinking you dont need to think too far passed all that for now, ya know?
I hope your Thanksgiving was a good one.
I wanted to tell you that I am so thankful to be able to call you friend.
