Bright, stop shoulding yourself. I've noticed you do this alot. You beat yourself up for being where you are. Whatever you are feeling is OK!
It's not the worst thing in the world that you still have feelings for the man you married. And, an affair is never a pleasant revelation, no matter when it comes around.
IF he is having an affair, you will handle it...just like you've handled everything else. You are every bit as strong as all the rest of us on here and you will get through it.
He has been on the hunt for an OW for quite some time. You know this. In some ways, he's really pathetic in all his searching. IF he actually found someone, I'm sure she's no catch. And, as we all know, she is irrelevant. He is the problem, no matter how hard he tries to buffer it with distractions. Until he sees himself at the center of the storm, he's not much use to you anyway.
Much Love,
Heather
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
